fight the bad feeling

eleecious — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 16:45:33 +0000

I have lost my faith…. the one that I depend on for so long. I thought that mine would come after, but what did I get? Just getting more left behind in sorrow. I don’t know why this feeling keeps haunting me. I don’t want to feel jealous of what they have. But it hurts me bad whenever they show their completeness in their life. What could be sweeter than have all you don’t even hope before? Life is just as perfect as a smoothy road. I’m getting sick of their fake. They are all wearing the same mask name “LIE”. I know not my own limit. Like I can explode all the time. Just trying to get rid of the bad feeling…. I will always keep my hope in my life…..

My Precious

eleecious — Sat, 29 Aug 2009 16:41:31 +0000

I have a life to live, and that’s where I want to be…

Sharing laughter and pain, with everyone but only me…

I have what they call it “hope”

To strenghthen my faith in every step I make

I have everything normally goes, as good as the wind swings…

But I only have one wing to fly

Seems good but still I’m fragile

Just likely falling down in too deep

God knows where I stand my feet on

I gotta go and find the other wing

So that I can run from these complicated thoughts

Saving the day and set me free,

Feel free to do as You said

And I know I will be right afterwards

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fight the bad feeling

My Precious