I have lost my faith…. the one that I depend on for so long.  I thought that mine would come after, but what did I get? Just getting more left behind in sorrow. I don’t know why this feeling keeps haunting me. I don’t want to feel jealous of what they have. But it hurts me bad whenever they show their completeness in their life. What could be sweeter than have all you don’t even hope before? Life is just as perfect as a smoothy road. I’m  getting sick of their fake. They are all wearing the same mask name “LIE”. I know not my own limit. Like I can explode all the time. Just trying to get rid of  the bad feeling…. I will always keep my hope in my life…..